I Will Have No Concern for Anyone's Feelings

by Umbrella Death Scene

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Trigger Warning: This album contains dark themes

This album was made over the course of 6 months.

Feel free to download the album completely free by clicking "Buy Now" then entering "0" for the amount, and there you go. You are also more than welcome to buy the album for any amount you want, it is more than greatly appreciated, but definitely not a requirement. Enjoy and thank you so much!

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released November 20, 2015

Thank you Jordan Zermeno for walking on broken glass in the abandoned garage by the reservoir, Thank you Cameron Corey for helping sing on "Deceiver". Thank you Reily Sanderson for playing keyboard on "Everything You Love in One Day". Audio samples on "Lipstick" and "Dead Inside" are from a Gettysburg Battlefield Tape Tour cassette I bought at Goodwill. Thank you Evan Booth for providing with the album art and being an amazing artist. Huge thanks to one of my best friends Shannon McConnell for writing and playing the piano part on "New Lungs". The biggest thank you is for my friends, family, and anyone who listens, buys, or supports my music in any way. It means more than the world to me, thank you infinitely.

Album Photo by Evan Booth (www.flickr.com/photos/oh_the_places_youll_go/)

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Umbrella Death Scene Fishers, Indiana

Life, empty bedrooms, broken bones, and bloody hands.

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Umbrella Death Scene was started in December of 2014 in a basement.

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Track Name: Dear, R
i can feel you in the air
i can feel you in my bones
you're in my veins
you're in my blood
I do recall october
i do recall november
I want them back for you

i think your minds made up
you dont want any part of me
should i just let it go
or is there something i dont see
i'm trying to forget
i don't know how to care
but i rember the places
the when's and where's

I rember your voice
and the touch of your hair
I need to let go of you
i know you no longer care
i feel something still
but i'll let this feeling die
if you wanted contact again
you would've called back then

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
i miss you
Track Name: oakwoodcasket420
is this where my body rots
my final resting place in oak
a casket of memories
a coffin filled with bones
if i die tonight would you come
to my funeral and love me
i want you to love me
i want you to love me
they say all your friends are poison
they say all mine are dead
nothing good, all in my head
i hear voices in my head
i hear voices in my head

(ooowooo ooowoooooohooo)
Track Name: Deceiver
I wanna steal everything
i wanna steal yr parents car
i will take all your pills
i will sleep in your bed
i hate all your friends
i hate my lying tongue
i love to lie
i love to lie

free me from this body
i don't want it anymore
i can feel my spirit
spitting all over yours
i don't care anymore
can you still touch god
i can not
i can not

kiss my lips, die tonight
kiss my feet, pray for sunlight
vacation in hell
your love is bitter sweet
Track Name: Rot (Mistakes in Ink)
you haunt me
i see you in my dreams
you haunt me

i'm going to rot
i'll watch me die
i'm going to rot

she's going to write
i'm over it, but sucked in
she's going to write

made mistakes with ink
i wrote but crossed it out
mistakes in ink

this will all end
this will all end
this will all end
this will all end
Track Name: Poem for the Devil
the devil came into my home
tonight i thought id be alone but
i let him in, i let him in

he said he'd give me anything
and all i seemed to do
was ask for you, ask for you

damn does he love his tricks
stabbed my heart with a stick
licked this bodies blood, this bodies blood

its easier said than done
giving up on having fun
i miss your bed, i miss your bed

the devil gave me my lover back
the devil gave me my lover back
but now i just wish i were dead
Track Name: Curse Yr Dad
i want to know there's more than
feeling hollow
i want to think i am
more than shallow
she asks again
"are your standards that low?"
i say fuck off
i don't know how to love
I want to kill
All your bad thoughts
I want to kill
anything that harms you
i want to kill
anything that feels bad
i want to feel
anything besides sad
anything besides sad
i want to curse yr dad
i want to curse yr dad
i want to curse yr dad
i want to curse yr dad
Track Name: Lipstick
my lipstick tastes like cherry red
she says " i hate the way you talk to your friends"
gravity pulls way too hard
my ribs all snap and puncture my heart
my head is tired, my feet are bored
give me someone else to hurt, no thrill
i've grown bored

my lipstick tastes like cherry red
she says "i love the way you choke my neck"
endlessly i'm doing horribly
you can tell it too, but i do it adorably
my throat is sore, my legs are thorned
give me someone else to hurt, no thrill
i've grown bored

my lipstick tastes like cherry red
(my lipstick tastes like cherry red)
she says " i hate the way you talk to your friends"
(she says "i love the way you choke my neck")
gravity pulls way too hard
(endlessly i'm doing horribly)
my ribs all snap and puncture my heart
(you can tell it too, but i do it adorably)
my head is tired, my feet are bored
(my throat is sore, my legs are thorned)
give me someone else to hurt, no thrill
(give me someone else to hurt, no thrill)
i've grown bored
(i've grown bored)
Track Name: New Lungs
bad moves all i seem to be making
i am only breathing in oxygen
i'm okay if you're not unhappy
if not i wanna keep you laughing

i'm lazy and tired and young
my best friends will all need new lungs
give them mine, i know that i should
fragile bodies, fragile hearts stood

lacking sense and lying in my bed
i do things wrong and cry about my head
my sister is my favorite person
can cheer me up even though my minds broken
Track Name: Crying
I'm crying in the bathroom
everyone is drunk
everyone is high
and i'm crying
I hate this body
I hate this skin
shed more
tears
put on makeup
and a dress
i'll grow my hair long
graduation
i'll die
i'm crying
Track Name: Party Knife
i wanna give you a party knife
something to do when we spend the night
can i kiss your chest in the dark
i like to see blood when i leave bite marks
you can almost touch the sky
she watches you and i catch your eye
take me to my favorite place
make me choke on my vomit and give you a kiss

i'm ugly, ugly, ugly

i'm walking up to your apartment now
i can see your tongue, its in your hair
it feels like everybody is burning alive
you said we would have quite a show tonight
grab me with your bloody hands
i can see there's not much more your wrist can stand
swallow matches and burn yr friends
i can tell no ones ever gonna love you like this again

i'm ugly, ugly, ugly

one two three four
slam my foot in the door
five six seven eight
licking necks on first dates
nine, ten
i hate everyone, and have no friends

i wanna give you a party knife
Track Name: Dead Inside
travel my body with my blood
i want someone still to love
i want to be born again
save me jesus if you can
tear me from my bad habits
tears come down i cant grasp it
everyone makes me feel alone
i'm crying now, you are stoned

ooowooooohoooohoooo

do you feel dead inside, tonight?
(i will fuck it up tonight)
Track Name: Kill Yr Friends
slit yr wrist are you coming down
i am already on the ground
my best friends aren't even real
i got time to let my body heal

la da da da da da da

the doctor drew my blood
i got three shots in my arm
i wanna lay in your bed
i'll dream until i am dead

la da da da da da da

sell yr soul to yr god
cut yourself drain your blood
sell yr soul to yr god
kill yr friends i am bored

la da da da da da da
Track Name: Risen (oakwoodcasket420 Reprise)
our house is haunted
it has been for years
and evan is mad at me
i wish he wasn't cause he's one of my favorite human beings

one step at a time

I'm feeling my depression kick back in
and it makes my stomach sick
i hope you all don't hate me like you did
i'm trying to be a better person, better than i've ever been

one step at a time

i'm sorry for cutting my hair
i'm sorry for ever cutting my hair